Free To Do Anything
People always ask me why I get mad while playing video games. So here’s the answer. I am a 23 year old male who didn’t go to college. I can’t get a job no matter how many interviews I go to. I can’t keep friends because even though I want them, I feel like they don’t want me. So I push them away. I can’t get some random girl in a bar to want to fuck me because I have zero confidence. Why do I have zero confidence? You ask. Because in the 4 years I had a girlfriend I can recall every time we had sex it was that frequent. And if my girlfriend (who suposedly loved me) doesnt want to fuck me. Then why would some girl at a bar or a party want to fuck me? I am a pathetic, loser who is planning on moving half way across the world to escape that same girlfriend because I can’t come to terms with the fact that she’s moved on and happy with her life without me in it. I’m ugly and have a shit body/personality. I cant play an instrument or sing or ride a skateboard. I can’t do anything. So…to sum this up I have no skills, no degree, no talents. The one thing in this entire world that I’m good at is playing fucking video games. And when I fail, when I am no longer good at that…then I have literally nothing to live for. So when I get mad at my video games, it’s not because I have anger issues or am immature. It’s because I am failing at the one thing in this world that stops me from putting a fucking bullet imbetween my eyes.
And it’s not like a single person is going to read this. So why am I even bothering. I’m sitting in my room typing this shit out for what reason? No one is listening. No one cares about me. I am completely alone. And what is even more terrifying is that every single day I get more and more okay with being alone. Like I’m excepting how pathetic I am. And some cunt out there will say thats a gokd thing but no. No one deserves that. Not even the most evil person in the world deserves to suffer and die alone. Do you people have any idea what it feels Like? No you don’t. Because you’re happy and have friends that love and support you. I have NOTHING. I want to die. But I’m too afraid to do it. See haha, I can’t even commit suicide properly. I really am pathetic.someone has to date me eventually right
this is really funny because i posted this two years ago
and no, apparently not.
(via sirenivory)
No offense but if one of your friends is excited about something & you make them feel stupid 4 being excited about it, you’re the worst type of person.
(via sirenivory)
may your ass get fatter and your heart get wiser in 2017
May your wallet get thicker and soul become heavy in 2017
may your skin get clearer and your love reciprocated in 2017
Reblog for this to come true
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I’ve decided im moving to new York. Hopefully that’ll help
